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popcorn. apple
thats  what i ate today
its like 3:40 in the afternoon. i wont eat anything else. i wont eat anything else i wont eat anything else
i really need to lose more weight i feel like i'm stuck

no buts
no more cheating = no more eating
i've been purging a lot lately but i really want to stop
i think

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cigars. gross.
i go back and forth. suddenly i dont want to quit. i wanted to when i wrote that but i havent for like two days and i just feel huge. and disgusting. and disgusted. i dont know how to explain how nasty i feel. so i'll keep drinking water and laxative tea until i'm less disgusted. i cant think of any other way to like clean all this out. this is the worst feeling

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