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why cant we lie peacefully at night...

down 7 lbs
soooo happy about it
but i'm still really disgusting
my parents are off my back cause i'm vegan now
which i'm also happy about
and i'm going to the gym tomorrow. also good

decided that 8lbs from now i'll start the ABC diet
Day 1: 500 calories (or less)
Day 2: 500 calories (or less)
3: 300 calories
4: 400 calories
5: 100 calories
6: 200 calories
7: 300 calories
8: 400 calories
9: 500 calories
10: Fast
11: 150 calories
12: 200 calories
13: 400 calories
14: 350 calories
15: 250 calories
16: 200 calories
17: Fast
18: 200 calories
19: 100 calories
20: Fast
21: 300 calories
22: 250 calories
23: 200 calories
24: 150 calories
25: 100 calories
26: 50 calories
27: 100 calories
28: 200 calories
29: 200 calories
30: 300 calories
31: 800 calories
32: Fast
33: 250 calories
34: 350 calories
35: 450 calories
36: Fast
37: 500 calories
38: 450 calories
39: 400 calories
40: 350 calories
41: 300 calories
42: 250 calories
43: 200 calories
44: 200 calories
45: 250 calories
46: 200 calories
47: 300 calories
48: 200 calories
49: 150 calories
50: Fast

^like that
i'm so glad i'm making progress
but i havent heard from my ana buddy in a while and i get worried. its wierd i dont think that anything awful could happen to me dispite the purging and whatnot
but i worry so much about others. wierd
(oh and i've been watching 90210. great thinspo all the shallow characters are really fashionable and thin)

another thing
chest pains and insomnia. i get the latter more than anything but idk what to do about either really

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-5 then -2
i should be more clear.
i'm not really sure how
exercising really helps
basically my good days go like this : fast all day then fibre tablets or fibre tablets and raw fruit/veg then i go running and burn at least 250 calories
ideally anyways
i'm trying to like live off apples. because they're
-20cal i try to do crunches and stuff everytime i feel like eating but i've already had an apple or i'm in bed and cant sleep but i read that you'd have to do them for 10min in a row to burn a significant amount of calories. idk maybe thats bs

i'm not sure.
i dont want to act like i know what to do when i've just had like 5 good days really

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thanks man
how's everything?

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oh i knew that. or i assumed anyway
im soo sorry thats just he way i talk everybody's man and dude and bro and hombre regardless of gender. its almost like an endearment but i'll stop. my bad
and i have no idea why i'm having pains either, i havent had coffee in a very long time and sometimes i drink diet pepsi but it's caffeine free.
wierd. i hope its not a big deal. i dont wantto go to the doctor because i feel like my parents will find out i'm smoking again. and i just generally hate doctors

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thats cute. i smoke marlboro reds and i'm 17 i think i smoke them because thats all ive ever smoked. i tried kools and it just wasnt the same
sucks that you cant live with your parents. i'm moving out next year and i'm really okay with experiencing life without them
how old are you?

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the laws are the same but i've always looked older and no one checks my id when i buy them on the economy - as opposed to on the military base-
but yeah i've smoked for years

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i live ona military base and when i say buy something on the economy i mean off base form a japanese store. and i dont work i'm trying desperately to find a job because although my parents give me an allowance they cann just sort of take my savings anytime they want if they want the money. i'm trying to get a job as a nanny over the summer but i'm waiting on my reference - fingers crossed - i've actually been looking for a job since january of last year

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